hmmmmm...
sometimes when some things are once lost/gone,
they're lost/gone forever.
they can and never will be retrieved or gotten back ever again.

and maybe that's just the reason why.




and woohoo~!
peiwen's coming back tomorrow!
eh wait,
i mean today!
lol lol.
haha.

cant wait for her arrival.
hmmmm... to be precise a bit,
her presents. :D
wahahahahahahaha!

and just realised,
everyone(well almost everyone) had fun.
all but clarissa ng yue ching. :(
haix......




hohoho!
congrats on your promotion. :)
though i doubt you will read my blog anymore,
or even ever again. =X
but still, wanna dedicate another post to you. :)
haha.
now you wont get stomachache anymore. :P
well, at least for now. =X
is that a good or bad thing?
hmmmmm.... let's take it as good. lols!

well, the sad thing is that you still have to face them.
but i'm sure you'll tide over it. :)
it takes real bravery and courage to have done wad you have done.
and i'm sure it will take you to even greater heights.

with your right attitude and mindset,
you'll do better than them.
you'll do well in your Os.
and most probably you can finally throw the certs in their faces this time.

with challenges comes maturity.
i'm sure you have matured over the post few years. :)
though i have not witnessed it.
haha.
but i trust you. :)

hey, cheer up.
i know you're upset about your family's reaction.
but i'm sure they just wanted to push you further.
and that they expected more of you.
which is a good thing.
it shows that you're smart. :)

so dun give up.
you gotta hold on all the way.
you gotta prove them wrong!
i'll back and support you all the way.
jiayou.

hmmmm...
den again, maybe i should tell you i dedicated another post to you. =X
haha.
if not all my efforts would go into waste.

last but not least,
congrats again eunice ang. :)
i'm sure your efforts and hardwork were all worthwhile and worth it.
keep it up!




it's wonder wad a com can do to me.
lols!




and den comes the sad post.
haix.... i'm going to miss you, again.
damn damn sad.
so long leh!
5 days was enough already!
now 8 leh!
how you wan me to survive? :(

coming back safe and sound is the most wonderful thing.
but coming back safe and sound and presents would be even better la! x)
heh heh.
i must wait until 25/12/2010 leh!
that's one whole year plus plus plus.
adds up my pain and agony. :(
haix...........

i know you wont enjoy without me,
but try your best to enjoy k? :P
hehe.

k la, i will be waiting for your arrival.
and i swear that kind of scenario wont happen ever again.
ever ever ever again.
i promise, i swear.

man, i starting to miss you already. :(




我爱你, 我亲爱的宝贝. :P
touching enough yet, miss? haha.
this post is specially dedicated to eunice.
good luck and all the best tomorrow.
你行的, 不要看不起自己.
只有我可以看不起你! :D
tell me as soon as your prinicipal finish crapping!
haha!
and hope you dun needa change your surname la hor? :D
wahahahahahaha!
and you can finally throw your cert in their faces!
aint that cool!
k la, come back soon la.
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
good luck and all the best!
我相信辛苦是会有收获的!




对不起.

事情一旦做错了,
是不是就无法回头了?

i din know it was a joke that went overboard.
well, at least i know that now.
haix...
i deeply regret it.
but the good thing is that i know i affect you alot,
well, in a bad way. >.<
k wait, that isn't a good thing den.

i know it's already too late to say this,
but if i really could do it again,
i really wanna do it again,
well of course a much anticipating and excited tone
and no pranks or jokes.

but.....
it's too late le...

对不起.

imy.




i saw this small cat yesterday.
eh wait, is kitten. =X
i dont know wad the kitten was doing,
but it looked like it was eating grass!

it kept bending downwards with its mouth near the grass.
but can kittens even eat grass?
if it really was, it must be damn hungry!
afterwards it ran away.
it was a very sad sight. :(




why you give up on her?
why!
why!
why!
why!
why!
haix...
damn sad la.




and i feel like i'm a tourist. =X
haha. lols.
have been touring around singapore for the past two weeks.
oh yea, which also says why i haven been blogging,
not to say using the com.

haix...
guess i'm stuck in singapore again.
sometimes being the only one stuck in singapore
isn't a very good feeling.
oh wait, it wasn't a good feeling to begin with. >.<
haha. lols.

lols. k la, xi guan le. :)

how are you now? hmmmmmmm....




sobs.
5 - 9
5 - 13
12 - 19
18 - 25

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh......
must wait so long. :(
must wait until 26 or even 27
before i can watch. :(
haix...




wow, it has been two weeks since i last blog. =X
which also means it has been about two weeks since
i last used the com, or even touch on the keyboard.
haha. lols.

cow says there's no show on the tv,
but somehow i do have some shows to watch.
wonder if that's a good or bad thing. =X
mostly drama and some entertainment shows.

and despite having enough sleep,
yawns still can be seen.
i still feel damn tired and exhausted.
this is the result of being lethargic ba.

imy.




shagged.
tired.
goodnight.




thanks cow with no milk.
i think i would have died if you were not there.
hmmmmm... even though problems make it stronger.
but i rather do without the problems you know?
i can live without the problems.
haix...

good luck to you too.
i know you'll need lots of it.
den again, maybe i'll need the luck too.




it was a very very fruitful day yesterday. :)
very entertaining indeed. haha.
i was more than contented.

and so many many many many many many many many many
many many many many many many many many wishes were
fulfilled and came true. :)

and i suppose that marks the end of this arduous
yet fun and thrilling journey. :)

NCHS'09